i think its time to stop eating and be beautiful. i miss everest so much.

everest

boy

love
kiss love, feeling of belonging. its almost 1 am and im fat, alone and confused.

I am alone. i have no close friends, i dont know who i am and i dont have the confidence to make any. i am fake and everyone knows it and its too late to stop it now, being nice is a cover





i want to die

1. eggs
2. grapes
3. reeses pb cup
4. teddy grams and pretzels
5. chips
6. fruit
7. oreos
8. corn

tomorrow. we begin.

sausage
salad with dressing
bread
spaghetti
2 slices cake
carrots
pudding
cookies
hummus + bread and carrots

= tomorrow the diet begins! im 158. plan is 140.

EXECUTE NOW!

No cake at meagans
think south beach
i love.

I think I love this boy.
I love when he tells me i am beautiful
I love kissing him even though hes not the best kisser in the world
I love his eyes
I love how he has no limits and rebels against everything
I love his name. Everest.
I love everything about him and how he makes me feel

Except. I hate not knowing if he loves me?

Date:	2004-02-17 22:57
Subject:	Friends only
Security:	Public
Mood:	contemplative

Welcome to my life. What I'll say to you I'll say to no one else, and I won't lie because no one will know this is me.

Add me as your friend and I'll add you, hopefully I don't know you. If you want to read about what I say when I'm with my friends, I can give you my other livejournal name. But this one won't need to be censored, so forget the bullshit.

Everything I've ever wanted to say.